It is official....I 'peaked too soon' this week. I could quite easily throw up and go to sleep at the same time.
Ems is much brighter we had a great gab last night. Doctor has also said it is not depression it is panick attacks. She ended up crying laughing when Lew grabbed my already too large tshirt at the front and ransacked my bobos!! My shirt looks like one of Bernard Mannings cast offs now!! Lewis has Dan and Em under his spell, he is the boss, the master, the owner of everything he surveys
I gave them both massive chunks of birthday cake and the minute he saw, from his bouncy chair, that his Mummy was doing something for herself he screamed the house down. I turned his chair away from Em and towards the tv and if he could have give me the V signs he would have done.
They are going on their first 'date' a week tomorrow - going to Em's favourite pastime - the cinema. I have made them go the evening showing so it is a proper date!