I seem to have worked myself up into a panic tonight [arse] I am going away next week Friday to Tuesday. Something DP and me,with friends, agreed to ages ago......but now its come along aaarrrrghhhh, its just not me! I need my own four walls and simple, basic routine. It means leaving my children here, with my parents for 4/5 days. I know I will like it. I know its good for me. I know its probably good for them. Its getting through until I leave thats the main problem. I am having such a wobble about everything. I am such an arse.
I feel sick.
I am going to have a bath.