Wasted most of my "day off" yesterday dozing (not really a day off having worked the first 8hrs of it on night shift!)
On my way home, I went shopping for clothes for mum, as she has lost so much weight, and some fresh fruit and yogurt for her, as this seems yo be the only thing she eill reliably eat. I then visited her, and, for the first time, she wouldn't let me touch her, kiss her or anything, she just shook her head, pushed me away, and said "no!"
she just glared at me, but was happy to smile at the activities lady. I work with dementia patients all the time, and I know its the disease, but it really upset me that my own mum rejected me so completely.
Today, I had to be at our local Agricultural Show for 8.30am, as we helped the boys club set out their tent, and I stayed until 12.30, when I left for work. got home at 9.30. I'm knackered now.