It's easy to get away from domestic violence, you only need to make one call. Easy peasy, we have all made a phone call. You are terrified that your partner will kill you, easy situation to get our of. You really don't need to let it go on any longer you just call or ask someone about their aloe hairspray.
Having been there and done that many years ago, hardest phone call ever. One that took me 2 years to make. One I regretted instantly because he loved me so so much and it wasn't his fault, it was mine. It's not as easy as someone saying you can contact them. I knew how dangerous my situation was, children weren't involved I could have walked out the door at any time to safety and not looked back.
It's a hard call to make but the best decision i ever made. I was then safe, I got help, there is a life after domestic violence and it's one worth living. No matter what excuses you make to yourself as to why you can't call, you can and it will get better.