I've been reading these posts for a while now.
Confused I know how you feel, I spoke with a best friend of mine to tell her how I was feeling and she said she was so glad that I had finally come to my senses, I was shocked at how many people were worried about me.
the hype with the cheques is just that, hype, and I feel sorry for the people saying they will be there next year, truth is, they won't. Nothing to do with not working hard enough. It's so much easier to blame the person, not taking into consideration that they have a life, and problems they may have to deal with that no amount of mindset training can overcome.
There are many things I don't agree with but the one thing I notice is that any FLP 'bots' who come on to defend the company actually do nothing but show what arrogant people they are.
I feel better now.