This is what makes me panic, I am paranoid no one is able to get utrogestan easily, despite Besins the manufacturer and the British menopause society saying the supply issues with utrogestan are now over.
Having said that I am sorry you are not getting it.
After reading the painful irritating difficulties women are having, even recently, despite the problem supposedly being over, out of paranoia, I rang boots to ask if utrogestan was in stock, as I had put a request for that and other meds in yesterday.
I was reassured utrogestan is in stock, but as they are behind with general scripts, I would probably have to wait till Monday for it to be dispensed.
After that, I got a text from them today, phew! I heaved a sigh of relief, but, on the way to the chemist I got paranoid again "What-if I get everything but utrogestan?" and I managed to reassure myself, as the staff lady told me it was in.
When I got to the chemist, my package, seemed "little" and lo-and-behold, the utrogestan was not in it, and another lady said "Stock" I f*cking hate that word.
"We get our delivery on Monday, so, come back then"
So, I did not get my utrogestan after all.
It doesn't help when I hear things like long term manufacture problems, what's the problem? make more? then they can make more money selling it, and everyone is happy.
I would die if I stopped dead through running out.
That is because it is cross-tolerant and binds to the same receptors as the dangerous diazepam I am prescribed, so, running out is not an option for me, as the utrogestan binds to the same receptors as dangerous-to-cold-turkey life-threatening diazepam, effectively meaning, I would be making a massive hit on my GABA receptors.
I quite like living, and don't want to die.
I am in support groups for people withdrawing (Gradually) from diazepam as the withdrawal is that bad, and I have heard loads of stories of women coming off progesterone and being incapacitated and disabled, bedridden. It's that bad.
Note, it is not a life-or-death thing if women have not had benzodiazepines, or not been dependent on them.
Sorry to sound dramatic, I just begrudge being forced off this stuff all because people seem to be playing silly bu99ers with stock.
I read that suicides for menopausal women had gone up in 2021, makes me think they want rid of us.