I wish someone else had farthered dd.

[poshsinglemum]

Instead of her real dad who is feckless and uncaring. I hate feeling like this; that I've messed up. Poor dd. Will I ever have a nomal family and a n ormal life? Serves me right for choosing such a man.

I think it was my fault but it is so hard to come to terms with the fact that I have acted selfishly, crazily and without insight as it means confronting all of my flaws. That's not a pretty sight.