Pancreatic and liver cancer

[WilsonMilson]

Diagnosed today. I can’t believe it. I thought I had gallstones. The liver tumour is already 7cm, I can’t even remember what the pancreatic one was, it’s on the head of the pancreas. They did more CT scans to see further spread but I don’t have those results yet.
I just am in a blur.
My pain has been getting really bad the last few days and I’m worried this is it. I will have a meeting probably next week to discuss the plan for treatment -if any.

I’m not ready. I’m 45. I have a son and a lovely husband. I have elderly parents.

I’ve gone into hyper organisation mode. It’s madness really, but tonight I bought birthday cards for my son, husband and mum for the next 4 years. I’ve been transferring money to different accounts to make it more accessible. I’ve emailed my son’s school, I’ve started writing to do lists.

My mum is flying in on Friday and will stay with me. I’m just so devastated and so sorry for my poor son and husband. I cannot believe this.

Sending all my prayers and thoughts 💐

We’re still here with you Pamela 💐

♥️♥️♥️

Still with you Pamela xx

Sending you love Pamela xxx

Praying you can go home Pamela. So sorry to read of your pain.

With my love ♥️

Oh Pamela, so sorry to hear this. Really hope they can get a stent in soon to help you feel better.

Sending love and prayers from a cool London/Surrey

Rebecca x

Pamela I hope they are getting on top of the pain and you can get some rest. Sorry you've had such a hard time night.

Really rooting for you Pamela, I hope you take a turn and feel better soon. Keep fighting for your beautiful family, we're all here thinking about you too xxx

I'm sorry to hear you have had a rotten night and hope they get on top of your pain and sickness and get a stent in asap so you can go home. Thinking of you

Oh Pamela.

Sending you positive and warm vibes of friendship.

Hang in there x.

Sending you positive vibes. I think about you every day.

I am a reiki master and would like to send you some distance reiki healing energy today if that's ok with you? It is a complementary therapy often used for cancer sufferers. It would help me connect if I knew your approximate location. I can start the healing at any time (you don't need to do anything) and it will still work. You just have to be willing to accept it.

www.cancerresearchuk.org/about-cancer/treatment/complementary-alternative-therapies/individual-therapies/reiki

Sending love ❤️

Sending you and your family lots of love xxx

I hope you are well enough to get the stent fitted. Maybe that would help??

I'm so sorry things are so bad.

Your Mumsnet gang are standing with you, your DH and brilliant son.

xxx

@Aurea Pamela said in a previous post that she is currently in Antrim Area Hospital

Sending you love Pamela and praying for you x

Sending love and strength x

Sending you lots of love and hugs, hope today is a better day for you xx

((((HUG))))

im sorry you've had such a terrible time overnight. Hospitals are great for treatment, but awful for recovery/rest. It's awful when you just want to go home. I cried like a toddler 'I wanna go hooooome'. It's nasty not having your own bathroom.

I hope you're through the worst of that bout.

Let them feed you all the carbs, let the carbs help to sort out the sickness, you can eat healthier when you get home.

you will be going home, you just need to get this 'stent' sorted out & hopefully that'll happen very soon!

I'll leave the praying to others, but I'm sending you SOOOO much love & strength. 💕

Sending you love and strength for a brighter day.

I’m so sorry things are so awful Pamela. I hate that you’re going through this. Holding your hand. x

I have direct positive experience of distance healing. Sending you gentle thoughts Pamela.

Morning Pamela, sending loveX

Praying for you and hoping that they can sort better pain relief for you and get you home with your lovely family ❤There are people all over the world wishing you well ❤