@CailinInUK thank you for your kind words and for sharing that information. Every step of this process can be so frustrating, to think that even euploids can fail so easily, I really don't think I have much of a chance with just the one low grade.
I got 5 blasts in the end, 3 day 5 and 2 more developed on day 6.
I also read that there seems to be some correlation between the day they turn to blastocysts and chances of success.
As well as being a lower grade, my only euploid was one of the day 6 ones, as the inconclusive one. Interestingly enough, all the 3 day 5 ones were BB grades and were the 3 confirmed aneuploids. So absolutely! That's what the embryologist said, that's where the merit of PGT-A can really show as without testing, they'd have transferred the day 3, higher grade ones first one by one and they'd have all been failed transfer or worse, more miscarriages.
Keeping the inconclusive one on ice for now without retesting as an admittedly dodgy backup in case this one very precious euploid does not work out. I would be very open to re-testing if the risks from thawing and refreezing plus a second biopsy didn't concern me that much.
Because I can get naturally pregnant really easily it seems (4 times in 11 months, pretty much every time we tried properly), my consultant told me she wasn't particularly worried about the transfer and implantation, she thinks I may have hyper-fertility, that is my linings lets everything through even when the blastocysts are poor quality instead of sifting through them. She said her main worry in my case was we wouldn't get any euploids at all. I'll be asking her on the next appointment if she still feels confident about that even with a lower grade embryo. But yeah, even so, there is still so much that could go wrong, I am literally terrified of it no surviving the thaw, something going wrong with the transfer process, the embryo having being harmed by the biopsy and not being able to continue developing even if euploid or abnormality being missed and it still miscarrying. That's really why I would have liked more than one. If I could afford it, I wouldn't even think twice about doing another couple of rounds.
I also had the results of the karyotyping test on the embryo tissues from my last miscarriage yesterday and was indeed confirmed as another chromosomal abnormality, chromosome 15 this time. So out of a total of 14 confirmed fertilised eggs in my life so far the outcome is one single confirmed euploid, which may still not results in a live birth
- 2 natural pregnancies, early natural miscarriages, not tested and unexplained
- 2 natural pregnancies, missed miscarriages, tested. 1 confirmed triploidy, 1 chromosome 15 abnormality
- 5 fertilisted through IVF, not made it to blasts
- 5 fertilisted through IVF, made it to blasts and tested. 2 confirmed aneuploid, 1 complex aneuploid, 1 inconclusive, 1 euploid, but low grade
Gosh! This is so depressing! Especially when I seem to know so many people first hand who had babies in their 40s naturally.