Scan went alright, not feeling too confident though. I had a 17mm follicle and a 13mm one with a lining of about 7mm and they wanted me to trigger today (although I think the doctor over-exaggerated the lining thickness so they could trigger me sooner and avoid a second follicle developing). Not too pleased with those numbers as during my regular cycles, on CD12, my lining is usually 9mm+ and follicles 20mm+ so I felt like my body wasn't ready to be triggered just yet.
Either way, I told them I didn't want to be triggered today as I wanted to give things a little more time to grow, so I'll trigger tomorrow and do the IUI 24 hours later on Wednesday. Hopefully the 13mm will have grown a bit too. OPKs are still negative so there's no chance of me ovulating just yet. I'm not expecting much from this cycle, I think I'm just disappointed that they aren't trying to maximise my chances with a thicker lining and second follicle.
Wow, you've been on medication for a long while, I think a break is definitely in order. I get what you mean about the mental toll. The physical toll is obvious but the mental toll of expectations vs. reality is one I didn't expect. I've felt so deflated all day, feeling like the meds aren't doing what they're supposed to and I'm better of just being unmedicated. It would suck if I felt like that every single cycle, so definitely take that well deserved break 💕
Yeah, I agree that the fibroid situation is a strange one, I think for the sake of clarity and peace of mind, don't stop asking questions until you get answers. Fertility treatment is mostly about advocating for yourself and following your instinct.
We only get one cycle on the NHS too 🙃 Have a look at ABC IVF, I was due to start IVF with them last summer but DH and I pulled out last minute. They're quite affordable but do have strict criteria, like, age under 37, BMI under 30, AFC or AMH over 12. But if you can't wait for the NHS, then they're definitely worth considering.
It's tough when there's an expectation to conceive, isn't it? You're entitled to tell them as much or as little as you want to preserve your own mental health and sanity! I don't think it's bad at all! Sometimes you just don't want to talk about it, and that's ok.
Haha you really have your foods planned! I wish I was that organised. I'm just about remembering to take my folic acid and vitamin D 🤣 But I completely support your plan 😂
Today has been a 👎 day but let's definitely keep it positive! We've got this!