An update ladies it's been a real rollercoaster
going into this cycle it took a year to save and had to use every bit of credit line just to pay for one cycle (which came to 10k so far not at transfer yet). So really pinned all my hopes on this cycle as I am about to be 36, mediocre amh and afc but no way to pay for another around again until like 38.
So yeah first we were told only 4 follicles big enough, then ended up being 6 large enough but some almost looking too large, so was just gutted as based on my age/amh/afc should have gotten 8-12 eggs and was hoping for 12 of course.
So that was that bad part of the rollercoaster- coming crashing down thinking could have 10/12 eggs and instead being told might only get 4.
Then with egg collection actually got 6- so felt relieved even though originally that number would have upset me!
THEN got told they all fertilised and all grade 2 or higher/perfect amount of cells on day 3, emotions shot up and let get hopes again.
Then morning of day 5 blast yesterday found out only had three blasts of POOR grade- (only two that were suitable for testing/freeze) I was utterly devastated. The two freezable poors both 3BCs and the not freezable one 3CC. The other three still going, but one early blast and two morulas. I knew there was chance of things happening day 6, but since two were still morulas and I knew one study had day 5 morulas at around a 3% live birth rate, I was still gutted.
Then afternoon day 5 they said each of the freezable ones had improved to 'fair; before freezing (to 3BB and 3AC) and was incredibly relieved again- not amazing grades but any improvement was relieving. Then, this morning found out that another early blast made 5AB and that the other unfreezable 3CC somehow went to a 5CB so was just barely good enough to test/freeze!
So after all that ended up with 4 blasts to freeze/test, one 'good', two average, one poor. But out of 6 eggs to start its amazing. So now sitting here waiting trying to manage my expectations that they all could be mosaic or aneuploid. The next two weeks until PGT-A will be torture!
Sorry that was so long, its been an intense few days...