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Just had another text saying "we are okay."

LGJ, thank you for noticing and yes I am back, prob temporarily, Whispy has been kind enough to update me by text about OJ and I was chomping at the bit to get back on in person.

OJ glad Steve appears settled, try and rest yourself. Goodnight and God bless.

OJ, sorry to hear today's tidings. My thoughts are with you all and I hope you have a peaceful night.

Thinking of you all tonight x

OJ, I'm glad Steve is comfortable tonight. We are all thinking of you up here. I took a look at your photo's - I can't believe how grown up E looks since I saw him!!

OJ, hope Steve and you both sleep well tonight and that it is an uneventful one. Thank you so much for taking the time to update us. Am thinking of you as always. xxx

Sleep well tonight OJ and Steve xxx

In the darkest night, there is a light that never goes out.

Take care.

love to you OJ xxx

OJ, my love to you all too. xxx

Hoping for a restful night for Steve, yourself and the DC, OJ xx

Wishing you a peaceful night here too, oj. x

I haven't posted often but do check to see how you are doing. Thinking of you all tonight.

I will be thinking of you Oj and i am hoping that you can still have a lot of cuddles with your dear Steve.Like most of the others i have watched Steves awful illness develope over the months and even though you told us what the outcome would be,somehow i cant believe its nearly time for Steve to be at peace and free from this terrible illness he has had to cope with.I feel very heavy hearted for you and your children and of course for Steve.Sending you some strength to help you over the coming days.Goodnight Oj,i hope you manage to get some rest.x

Glad to hear Steve is comfortable - hope he stays that way and you all have a peaceful night.

XXX

have as good a night as poss OJ, hope you get some rest xxx

Peaceful night xx

Thinking of you and your family tonight. A candle is lit for you in York. xxx

Debbie the Mac nurse couldn't say when it would happen but just that it would be soon
it is the girls birthdays next month
MIL had a chat with debbie who put her in the picture about how she may not be there at the end cos there may not be enough time, she spoke to her about the need for a driver as steve cannot swallow, MIL said wouldn't he be better off in the hospice?
that'll be the same hospice that they have made a formal complaint about
MIL told debbie that steves brother want to talk to me to let me know what steves wishes are why would he think i don't already know?

Thinking of you all and wishing you all a peaceful night XXX

OJ

Listen to me, your family unit is all that matters.

I have said it before and I will say it again, call her (if you feel the need, when Steve has just gone, IYKWIM)

Same old crap attitude to the end ehh OJ, ignore her as everyone who is important to you and Steve and your family know the facts. xx

It is so hard not knowing exactly when the end is coming. Sitting and waiting for the inevitable must hurt so very much. The syringe driver wll help to make Steve comfortable and hopefully stop any peaks of pain. The best thing you can do right now is exactly what you are doing. Being there, holding him and loving him.
Have a peaceful night. xx

Re Steves brother, and Steves wishes, just listen, smile, fix the smile even harder onto your face, then turn on your heel and mutter under your breath.

FUCK YOU.

Then, do exactly what you feel Steve would want.