Evening all 
Sorry, been absent a bit this week. Been very low and wobbly, with rash still present and boob turned a scary shade of scarlet. Ended up having big soggy cry small wobble with Dr Lovely yesterday, who had good poke and said could be an infection, maybe cellulitis, but almost certainly not inflammatory breast cancer (I know, smack me now, I should know by now that Dr. Google is not my friend. . . ). Gave me steroids for itchy rash and antibiotics for boob.
Rang BCN, who got me a clinic appointment for this morning - doc not worried, but ordered ultrasound to be sure, and then they said they would do my mammogram too, which is due next month. Both considered CLEAR!!!!! Unofficially, but from radiology consultant, who did ultrasound and had looked at mammo, and I hope he wouldnt say anything if he wasnt sure they were clear.
Anyway, have calmed down a bit now, just rather 
for having made a big, soggy, blubbery fuss. . .
Seeing Dr Lovely again on Monday to see what progress with antibiotics and steroids. Not convinced much as changed yet.
Sorry for self indulgent post, and sorry for being crap and self indulgent, when others have so much more real, proper scary stuff to worry about. That's why I thought I would be best keeping myself to myself for a bit.
I loves you all lots and lots x x x x