Hello all - just popping in quickly to wave and blow kisses.
i've been out most of the weekend doing the art thing with the kids (its been good fun but tiring) - and I'm doing it all next week too - so may not be around much.
Hello to Roca - I'm glad you are feeling more reassured, I have a friend who had some bleeding on tamoxifen, and all was fine, btu I think they changed her to a different drug. Anyway I hope it all turns out fine for you - stick around for hand holding
Hugs to ned - I'd definitely ask about counselling, - it can be very helpful, I think the emotions you are going through at the moment are very normal for someone at your stage of treatment - its a new sort of stage in the whole 'journey' - and you have all sorts of anxieties, feelings of abandonment (because you're not at the hospital so much) and it starts to sink in a bit what you have gone through. While you are having chemo etc, you are so fixated on getting through your treatment, you don't have too much time to think about it all, so the emotional stuff hits you once the treatment ends.
Also - I think you tend to build up in your mind the idea of when you finish treatment you will fell well again, and everything will go back to the way it was. But often you don't physically feel brilliant for a god while afterwards, and cancer does change your life, - gives you identity and your confidence a bit of a knock - at least thats what I found.
Anyway keep chatting on here - we all luffs you greatly, lovely ned, and wants you to feel like yourself again asap xx
DD's concert went well -her playing was lovely - I was very proud of her. She even wore the nasty scarf (although it kept getting in the way and trying to wrap itself round her hands ) - her wrist seems a lot better, but she has hurt her neck now, - not quite sure how she did it, but she does get a lot of these kind of problems and i thin it is probably connected with the hours spent practising, and being in one position.
Copt - party sounds fab - many happy returns to your Dad.
MAS - the taste thing is one of the horridest things on chemo, I don't know what you can do about it, - I ate quite a lot of mint imperials and sherbet lemons(although be careful with the latter if your mouth is sore)
topsy - good luck for your jan appointment, you know we'll all be sending massive good vibes your way.
Love to smee and jane and anyone I've missed.
Will pop in when and if next week, but if I'm not around much love to all, especially anyone having tests, results or treatment.