butterflies another one here who has not heard of a mammotone before . But I am sending you hugs because you sound like the nerves have set in . Keep yourself occupied for the next couple of days .
Morning amber . Good luck for today . I will be interested to hear your experience of Herceptin as I have that on my treatment plan for the future . My Onc said I would have to have the first one in hospital to check for reactions , but after that the district nurses will do them at home for me !
I don't feel too well today . Was feeling sicky yesterday , and it has carried on this morning . Think I might head back to bed once the DC have left for school .
Chemo tomorrow , number 6 !
Must say I am feeling a little strange about it . I feel like I should be rejoicing as it is my last one . But a little part of me is feeling uneasy as it brings me one step closer to my unknown (medical) future . Means I have to start facing new CT scans and the dreaded waiting for results again .
Will be having my next CT mid November , and my results appointment is 28th November .
Then (if they are happy with that scan) it's a CT every 3 months . Feels like I will be living underneath a big fecking black cloud . I t might almost be a relief when they say it's time for more treatment .
< slaps self hard and tells self to get a grip , you have got through so far , you will get through the rest >