morning all. i went to bed at 8pm last night!
thank you for all your comments. i am sooooo confused. you see they really are lovely people, they came and cleaned the kitchen when i had spd, they have dd1 all the time so we can go out/sort the house, they make us dinner all the time so if we're in the area and drop in for a cup of tea they will always say oh stay for dinner. they come over loads and loads to help re drs appts, looking after the children or driving us (i dont drive). I truly think my dad would be horrified if he thought he'd upset me. although now ive typed that i see how stupid it looks when you think about yesterday, he didnt seem horrified then.
BUT, then you have all the comments they make.
i saw a therapist for a while and she said i had an attachment disorder because i never knew whether they were going to be lovely or nasty so was in a constant state of nerves. She said that they weren't evil or wonderful, they were just normal humans who have good and bad in them, or something, it made sense at the time, not so much now
anyway, my dad phoned last night but i was feeding mole. he wanted me to phone back but i didnt so today i will mostly be avoiding the phone. god im like a child
miitz - its dd1 that said that re the screwdriver although actually you have a very good point, she does think im a bit useless and i think some of that stems from hearing my parents constantly say 'mummys rubbish, you ignore her'. they're joking (i think!) but as you say, it doesnt necessarily go over her head.
right. i will stop mentioning it now! (unless they decide to come over and talk to me in which case you'll get a serious of scared posts later, with me hiding upstairs from the door ).
finally found the chihu cant spell that, stupid dog, brooch i made the other day so will photograph later for your amusement.