atm they are playing up terrible. it is getting worse when i g out to cafes, have no idea why cafes, but I feel nervous to drink out of the cup. infact i dont even want to pick the cup up. I have just been out and only managed to drink half a cup of tea, and felt really quite nervous the whole time. honestly, what is wrong with me I feel like I am going mad
the whoile time in the cafe is worrying about picking the cup up