I really want to. things have been getting steadily worse over the past 6 months. He is on AD's (fluoxitine) but continues to drink to excess starting in the morning. Usually around 3 - 4 botrles of wine per day though he doesn't acknowledge that I know! He is currently off work as they became aware of his ever increasingly odd behaviour. We have two children. His behaviour at home is totallly unacceptable. He shuffles around in his dressing gown, diong SFA all day. I firmly believe that his depressions is all down to the drinking not the other way round. he has seen a doctr and specialist but still rubbishes them about his drinking. I cannot adequatelly describe the tension and putrid atmosphere in the hosue. We hvae had issues in teh past (him not be) which has resulted in me now being totally unable to support him as I despise what he has done.is doing to me and our children now.
there is a part of me that cannot leave because of his depressin but i realy feel that even if he was well again I wouldn't want to be here. What do i do?