he has had to put up with so much during the last few months, thing i have said to him and tried to push him away.
i can't belive it was all down to an illness that i did not see coming.
finally the tablet have kicked it and the future is not looking so bleak.
we are now planning to get married but not for a few years yet as we will need to save... but i can't belive how much support i have had off himand the new found love i feel for him.