will they be cross

[Elicpise]

Am New to this site so be kind have stopped taking my medication got so confused as to what i was suppose to take and how havib suicdail thoughts again my mht know about the thoughts just i haven't siad about stopping medication am scared they will get cross and give up on me have been doing so well recntly too so scared of what they will say

just explain you got confused on what to take and they explain as you may still need tablets i tookmy self of tablets and not told doc i know i need them but want to be normal

It's not about them being cross - you are not a little child and they will not give up on you. You know you shouldn't have taken yourself of the meds and now you're feeling suicidal so please go back to your team and tell them what you've done. You have to for your own sake.

It is even possible that the suicidal thoughts are a side effect of stopping certain meds too quickly.

If you stopped cold turkey it will have prob made the lowness even lower (iyswim)

No-one will be cross. I think most patients have blips.

they are very used to people coming off their meds, don't worry about it they will have seen it all before. Best to get yourself well though, take the pills for now and worry about coming off them later. x

prob say around 2 months now have written
down what i want to say to my cpn so will hand it to her tomorr am dsyprxa too so find it hard follow instrctions

Elicpise so do you struggle to know what to take and when and how? Do you know your pharmacist can help you put meds in a labelled box so you can just take your morning, afternoon, evening pills without worrying what and when? May be embarrasing at first but if it helps not to feel suicidal it may be worth it!

Yes i did cpn phoned back and was honest with her so back on them and seeing her tomor and pyc on Thursday when i stopped i felt great even after a month i felt even better so i thought yeah i can cope then it hit me and bldy hell it scared me feelin like that