i want this all to be over.

[misdee]

aww misdee hun hugs to u

have a hug honey - means fuck all i know but sigh i dont know what else to say

Hang in there misdee. You'll get through this. You will. {{{{{{o}}}}}s

I know it's no use to you Misdee, but wanted to send you a big hug.

xx

Oh, misdee. I don't know what to say to you either, it all stinks, it's so unfair. I just wish he could have a transplant tomorrow and all this could be behind you. Hugs from me too. XXX

does anyone want to swap lives? just for one day?

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finding this harder than transpalnt, i think its because some of the aftercare will fall on me, and am worried if i do it wrong.

There will be someone to call if you're worried any time though?

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you're really strong misdee. To cope as well as you have so far, it's amazing.
That said, am also amazed you haven't talked more about being on the verge of cracking. I would be, too.

essbee wou have too much of your own to worry about without me.

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whats the point of cracking? it'll still be the same in the morning.

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hugs misdee

i dont want to have to tho. i want a normal life.

Life just is not fair, misdee. It sucks, really.

i know you very well misdee (over ten years but whos counting) and i know you are strong. plus you know you can rely on me and your family for support. hugs 4 u!!1

i'd take anything over this. what if we've made the wrong choice?

is that L?

you know me. i used to be your sisters best friend at school and lived above you in the flats!!!