QUEEN FLOUNCE

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I need a private word urgently

so did you cancel?

Sax my msn isnt working properly.

did you go to the doc's in the end?

yes, but not really because I wanted to, more cos I couldn't have her ring and my dh walk in and hear the convo - also, I wouldn't have said what I wanted because it was all too late in the day, too many confusing thoughts. let myself down a bit - I was trying to do the right thing!!!

Sax - NOOOOOOOOOO HH wasn't having a go... it's a hard slog over coming depression and you mustn't give up at this hurdle. You have got to keep trying even when all you feel like doing is disappearing into your own head..... after all it seems 'safer' in there... but it's not really.
I'm SO glad you kept the appointment!! What was the outcome then?

I didn't, I was answering Enid's q.

Sax - Please make another one if you can. You can deal with this..... I don't know the statistics, but I bet 95% of people that suffer from depression recover almost 100%!

I#m always here.... even if it takes me ages to reply! I'll give you my phone number if want to chat..... not even about how you're feeling, just if you want a chat about girly stuff and kids and the weather!

Thank you! I'll consider the phone call

Ok guys a chance to redeem myself - I am seeing the gp (or speaking on the phone) tomorrow having popped a letter into her today! I said how I was feeling so hopefully she'll say either stick with it, up them or change them - we'll see. Well done me!!!!!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH!!! Well done Sax! Sorry it's taken me so long to see this. Hope it goes well today and you get a better solution worked out with your GP.

I'm not in work on a Wednesday or I would've replied yesterday. My PC is so slow and F*cked.... that it's painful to use!!

Higher dose prescribed!!!!!

Counselling offered

review in a month

Here we go again then!!!!!!!!

Sax - Excellent! Take all the help going..... it will pay off. Hopefully you'll feel a big difference now.

The was because I refused the counselling - however I've rung back and asked to be referred. I don't think I can do this on my own!
Thank you QF for your support - you are a calmer - honestly!

Hey Queenflounce - Just out of interest - in a convo the other day you said Och aye! I know you are Scottish - do you have a wicked scottish accent - I love the scottish accent!?

Aye a dooooo that!
lol... I've got a polite Stirling accent... not anything like the Weegies or the Fifers though.

I do love the scots accent - wish I didn't sound so boring and monotone - here in the south. Accused of being posh but bloody well ain't but I suppose we could carry it off if we won the lottery!!!!!!!!!!! always trying!

Are you born and bred scots!!!! Have you ever been south?? My brother was at uni in Glasgow but I never got to visit - I'd love to go to the Edingburgh Tattoo one yr though!!!!!

I am now a total space cadet - going out on dh's money and me being this normal, coping person - any advice how not to plummet later when we get back and how not to sink into reality when we come home and I realise its not real??????? I will enjoy not cooking and not having that responsibility but not looking forward to crashing back down to to earth and realise its not real!!!!!!!!! i don't like feeling my life isn't real! I don't like feeling the boys are not getting what they deserve from me or dh. When I come back I hope there will be someone to talk to becasue I am scared of feeling desperate again and feeling I don't have an avenue to turn to.
Will someone be around later????????????????? I'll be OK if not but do hope to discuss things after a wee drink later!!!!!!! Please let there be an outlet!!!!!!!

btw - I am only a space cadet on tabs, not had anymore wine (only one glass at lunchtime) so its good to know they are getting into the system!