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got a phone call an hour before my appoinmtent and guess what its been cancelled and re scheduled for end of march
what a joke!!!!!!!!!
im so upset
what if i was suicidal
im not but if i had really pinned all my hope on this lady to help.

Bumping for you.

ooh blimey sorry -- just spotted this for me! Was just having a mooch down the topics ....

That is so terrible. Have you phoned the doc, that is just not on. Like you say you could have done something silly, especially when you get your heart set on doing something or going somewhere. I went for my first counselling after 8 weeks of being bad, and in hindsight if i had gone much earlier i dont think i would be this bad.

March is a ridiculous long time to wait- must be outside NHS guideline times. i really think you need to make a fuss. Say you are desperate. How are you today?

hi mooseloose im ok had a rough few days -we had no electric for 19hrs wed and thurs.
the counsellor phones me yesterday and said she could fit me in on the 12th of feb and would i like to take that spot.so i agreed
going to the gp this morning as i still cant shift this bronchitis ive had for 2 weeks.
how are you doing?

Hi there - glad counselling is finally happening for you ml - spoke to you on another thread. I am going to see my GP tonight and ask for a referral as i have been getting panic attacks and health anxiety again. I've started an online CBT course that someone linked to from here called "Living Life to the Full"- excellent.

Hope the counselling goes well for you too cf.

hi, thats a better date - but still not soon enough is it? How are you now xx

I've got a terrible tight chest, and now a cough (that came afterwards - thats strange!) and now my throat and ears hurt, and now i have a migraine. Went to bed at 6 last night, thats why i haven't been online.

sorry to hear your not feeling well moose
hope your feeling better toady

thanks, getting there, still poorly though! dh and boys hiding in fear from my germs!