i need someonw 2 be there.... someone PLEASE b there

[livinginadreamworld]

yes im tipsy, i felt safe 2night (im in Aus) , for the first time in a long time i felt safe 2 drink. I must have been mad! their is always some guy who is going to try it on inappropriately.... i have massive men issues and a good night has turned into something horrible and i just need someone 2 say it okay, and that i'l be fine!

fuck! i cant even spell the OP correctly!

Are you alone now?

yes... just double locked myself into a hotel room. a bloke just wouldn't leave me alone, and followed me 2 my room. i know he/anyone can't get in, but im still panicking.

Call security - now!

there was banging on my door for a few minutes but has stopped now. im sure the guy was just being a "guy" but i am freaked!

oh for crying out loud, we're going to be feck all use to you on the internet

phone reception and have them send someone up to check he's gone

They really won't mind if you call them.

Give him a good scare too.

i'm pretty sure he has gone now... no reception open or security.... saves me right for booking cheap! think i am just over panicky due 2 previous experiences. i hope thats all. guy got into a cab with me, supposed to share, him drop me off then carry on, he tried to kiss me etc, he went 2 get out of cab and i said 'ur not coming up' and got in the door and closed it. but door was banged on a couple of minutes later. im just freaked.

i'm okay, just needed 2 talk 2 someone iyswim, so i dont feel as alone as i am. im just not as good at being alone as a i used to.

i have called reception , the owner was on site (god knows why at this time!) he has checked and their is no one here. i am still a bit panicky, but better... the bloke trying it on so forcefully just brought on some awful memories.

okay, i now know that their is no one their. i am still hyperventilating and panicy. i know it is irrational, but i cant bloody help it!

im more typing this 2 keep myself sane more than anything else.

thank u inzidoodle. knowing another person is around.... even hundreds of miles away! is weirdly good.