i used to suffer from really bad depression from the age of about 13, till bout the age of 20. i tried to take my own life a number of times and self harmed alot. at the age of 21 i had a baby, my son is a year old now and the love of my life and so is my partner, recently tho i hav been feeling my old symptoms coming back and i dont know wot to do, i know i should prob seek help but i dont want people looking down on me and thinking i'm a bad mother. HELP