I posted a couple of months ago and tbh helped get my head straight. I have been suffering with depression for nearly a year now. tried ad's but came off as was pregnant. am now 35 weeks and am wishing i wasn't pregnant one minute and am looking forward to birth next. tonight i have shouted at my nearly 2 year old really bad to the point that my dp tried to take him off me. i am such a horrible mum - i have debated leaving before but my kids and dp i can't bear to leave. has any mum out there left and not regretted it. sorry for the ramble.