Anyone know how CvQ is today? Has she been in touch with anyone?

[thumbwitch]

She was in a bad way in the early hours of this morning, has anyone had any contact with her at all today? Am quite worried about her.

you are a really great mum, J is a very lucky little boy.

the routines been helping mnp.hes still up in the night though but it better

glad they are helping some, if we can adapt it so it is smoother let us know

the only issue has been lunchtime.im not sure hes ready at 11.45 because hes needing to fill up on bm later on?

sorry thumbwitch im not ignoring you.my heads not concentrating.your words are so thoughtful.thankyou x

no worries pet

How much is he eating at 11.45?

Do you want to jot a day down BM, food, sleeps and i will have a look?

ok.dont think i can get my head round it tonight though?

hey sweetheart.

sorry not been about today, nursing a wee hangover plus over-tired but proud-of-themselves girls, and a very embarrassed DH as he ended up auctioning himself off last night (for a building project), and it got a bit excitable.....!!!!!

I have read all your posts from today........I am actually glad to see you admitting your anger....that is good, as it is a very powerful emotion and one that is good to admit too. and your love for J shines thro, yet another (more powerful) emotion.....I said that before to you!!!!

you need to stop thinking so much about the future right now, you need to deal with getting back some calm. you need to start feeling worthy again too. I keep telling you, and the other ladies here will agree, you are a very strong woman who IS WORTHY of our care and love, and your love your get from J and your mum and friends.

you can do this, you have got so far before, and right ow you have stumbled a wee bit.......you can get up again. it is ok to ask for a hand up, we all need those at times, and this is one of your times. we are all offering our hands to help you up, and to help support you while you find you footing again.

remember.......you are worthy, you have nothing to feel ashamed of, and you are loved.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi.
psycho your picture isnt on msn i needd to look and it isn thereplease no one laugh at me.it helps me

MSN playing up, but I am my profile anytime.

I will go see if it allows me to change my pic, but it crashed on me earlier (as is mN tonight in fact, just did before).

i forgot about your profile.god ppl are going to think im really odd now

nah, they will all go see me too and then swoon at my scrummy kiddies

seriously, they won't. they know we are friends.

i looked at something stupid earlierbut i wont be doing it again.it was horrible
i do want to be better not dead

oh sweetheart. altho, I am so glad you saiad your second sentence. my heart is lefted reading those words. and you will get better, as you want it so badly. and you will be stronger too!!

now, start trying to believe that you are worth the love felt for you, and the first steps will be taken towards your happier future.....one were you see your beloved J grow up and throw his arms around you and tell you 'lub you mama'......

i do want that
everythings just so hard
jesus im crying like a baby here

it's alright to cry if it gets rid of the hurt.

crying is good tho NS you are still in there.

No rush Hun.

No using Google ok!?!?

you will get there....I promise you, you strength is proving to me that you will get there. and J will benefit from that strength so much.

now sweetheart, I must bid you a good night. I am utterly exausted and came he to 'see' you and give you my love and stregnth for the night. I will hopefully be around a little tomorrow, but i do have uniforms to sort.

now, sleep and rest, and keep trying to feel how much your J loves and needs you. xxxxxxxxx

thanks differentid
psychos words always manage to make me cry.she knows me too well
ive cried so many tears this past week i wonder if theyll ever stop

can we talk tomorrow.promise no screaming
sleep tight.sun moon stars xxx

From us to you xx

It's only a stumble on this road you have to travel, and we're here to pick you up and help you on the way.

Incase you need to read the words if you miss some:

When darkness falls upon your heart and soul.
I'll be the light that shines for you.
When you forget how beautiful you are
I'll be there to remind you.
When you can't find your way,
I'll find my way to you.
When troubles come around,
I will come to you.

I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.

And when you're there with no one there to hold.
I'll be the arms that reach for you.
And when you feel your faith is running low.
I'll be there to believe in you.
When all you find are lies.
I'll be the truth you need.
When you need someone to run to .
You can run to me

I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.

I'll be the sun.
When your heart's filled with rain.
I'll be the one.
To chase the rain away.

I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be

Have a rest NS as we talked about and will be here aain tomorrow.

Night Night Hun xx