im feeling sad.

[HappypillsGalore]

feel really flat.
had first session of therapy with my cmht bloke today. was fine.
i have complex ptsd. isnt that nice.
realise label shouldnt mean anything. just feel a bit let down it wasnt picked up before i spose. its all old events.
sigh.
no reason for posting, just wanted not to be thinking all that all on my tod.

thanks sal, will take the hug gratefully ta.
yeah, i will be able to sort it out now... i guess its just not going to be quite as easy as i had deluded myself it would be.
ho hum!

he is home. is eating his dinner in front of the telly. not the best nurturing hes ever done, but i 'spect he'll be better at it once hes eaten.

i better go and pack and try to sleep. 330 wake up in the morn but at least i can get pissed or whatever tomorrow night (family party in belfast)

ummmm

just got back.

flight delayed 2 hours and an hours drive at this end.

got so drunk i was throwing up in the toilets at the party before going back to my aunties house where the party continued till morning - i put myself to bed at 4.30-ish. have felt sick and rough as old boots all day... was worried id still be too pissed to drive, but it seems i managed it

so, quite a lot like you then, eh

how are you anyways, sal? hope youre keeping well...