I'm due to begin Venlafaxine next month. 50mg initially.
I'm absolutely terrified of the side effects of starting. Mostly:
Nausea - this and actual vomiting are part of my bipolar anyway, so I have a (probably) disproportionate fear.
Dizziness - terrified of fainting.
Palpitations - this is another big one as my health anxiety often focuses on heart issues and I have quite a high rate anyway.
I've tried lots of other meds and can't take a lot of others due to existing health issues, so this is pretty much my last chance.
I think I can deal with the depression, I can't remember a time I didn't have it, but I would so love to be free of the completely debilitating health anxiety.
I'm not sure what I'm looking for as some people will love it, some will have had awful experiences - I'm taking time to be gentle with myself when I start it, but the idea of the side effects is making me question it all. If it wasn't for the chance it might help the health anxiety, I wouldn't be trying it.
I have an incredibly supportive partner and adult kids, a great GP, and a useless psychiatrist 🤷