Contemplating paying for a private psychiatric assessment and I feel so guilty.
The only thing to be looked at is medication really. I have received various therapies
I'm already paying a lot of money for EMDR sessions (a few sessions in) as I have a definite diagnosis of CPTSD
I suspect I have a neurodiversity - I've been told not likely to be adhd but I feel like I have a dopamine issues and they were stating the reason not adhd as no childhood evidence (I have no-one to clarify this who can give an account.)
High achieving academically but I do think I struggled at school.
Lots can be put down to a traumatic childhood but I feel there might be more in terms of ND.
Low mood.
Lots of negative life events. Little real life support. I've got dc relying on me.
Menopausal - HRT didn't resolve.
Around the houses on various anti-depressants.
Anyone go private, did it help?