Hi Strawberry
I’ve been on sertraline for many years. I went up to 200mg for a while at a particularly difficult time but have managed to reduce back down now to 50mg.
It sounds like the medicine has helped you a lot, but I quite understand why you want to try to reduce. A couple of thoughts
I’ve always felt terrible if I miss a dose. I think of it as withdrawal symptoms, rather than just not having the medicine iyswim. When I’ve reduced I’ve always done so very very gradually, over many months. And with long plateaus to check how I am. So say 200 down to 175 for a few weeks. Then to 150 and then stay on that for 3-4 months. If all good, then reduce again.
I don’t think going any quicker is helpful, you need to see how you are at each dose rather than seesawing.
Do you have a supportive GP to help monitor? I advise having someone you tell when you are reducing and ask them to keep an eye on you and discuss with you how you are feeling and give them permission to tell you if they think you are declining. I do this with DH. He has seen me through many years of mh struggles and can often spot when I am getting worse before I become aware, but it helps him that I’ve told him he can tell me if he thinks I’m declining as it was difficult for him to do this before.
Another thought is that maybe some of the symptoms you are experiencing are not due to the sertraline, eg sweats. Perhaps worth discussing with your GP?
Another thing that has helped me when reducing my medication is being very proactive in doing selfcare and hobbies which I know make me feel better. If your children are younger I know it can be difficult to find time to do this but its so beneficial to have some time every day doing something just for you.