i am a zombie,please help

[newmummy27]

my son is 7 months old. i have PND which is getting worse.i dont feel like he is mine and things dont seem real. i feel like i have gone into shock all of a sudden over the birth and i hate my husband. i want him to leave us. i cant stand to be near him.
could this be PTSD?

hiya newmummy, 'fraid i'm not much use at this but sencing you hugs and hoping someone with experience of what you're going thru comes past soon

i have been they and it does get better, but i will say talk to your health visitor/docter can you talk to your husband

Your feelings arnt real, honest, its just the nasty depression, if your arnt already on anti depressants then get them quickly, if you are, then go and see your gp as a matter of urgency and get them to give u a higher dose. You do not need to feel like this, and it isnt your fault, its a illness. Please dont make any rash decisions about your husband, you will regret it when you're feeling more yourself