Feeling a bit shite really.

[smurfgirl]

Same old same old, I have everything I could ever want - a lovely home, a lovely partner, a lovely wedding planned, a fab job.

My partner is away this weekend and I feel very dodgy and suspect I will probably cut myself, and I am thinking something big

I am a knob knob knob.

(I don't have children - before anyone worries!)

Well if you know that is how you are likely to feel can you not taking avoiding action.

Not being unsympathetic, it is just I genuinely am not very good at this sort of thing.

Hence the knobbyness LGJ!

(thanks for your niceness on the bridesmaid thread btw - the dress fits my new bridesmaid perfectly)

I wasn't nice, I was just me. If that makes sense.

Please take avoiding action.

This is more to avoid very itchy fingers.

I am so stupid urgh.