Not really an aibu ,or maybe it is not sure.
Has anyone ever thought about covering suicide up as an accident so as not affect less badly those around them (guilt, etc)
Has anyone here ever considered they will never be better,never feel the will to keep going. Has anyone here,is anyone here right now only still here because of the people that depend on them? And if so how long have you been going on like that and how long is it humanly possible to keep going like that when living is so painful.