anyone here atm I can talk to about self harm?

[naswm]

I really dont want to spoil my arms in this good weather but I so want to cut where it really hurts. Hope I havent spoken out of turn, but does anyone here know what I mean?

thankyouxxx they are still outside!!!

hey coping how are you now? WELL DONE for throwing the blades out. TAlk to me?

im here.been busy

have had a bad nightbugger

hello coping - I havent been in a good state for the past few days so havent been checking this thread, sorry. How are you today? (I'm not doing well, so can empathise if nec)

is anyone here?

please anyone.ive had my hands in the freezer.ive found a hairband to put on my wrist.what can i do.please.cpn is coming at 1 i cant do this now

sorry have no personal experience of what you are going through but i am here if you need to talk

can you break the next 30 minutes into chunks? what are you doing at the moment apart from MNing?

Try and keep your mind occupied with something, anything. I used to self harm and I know how it feels when you want/need to. Talk on here, do anything. I have some awful scars that I hate.

I'm going out in 5 mins but I'll be back after.

listening to the washing machine and breathing.its all i can do right now.

can you make yourself a coffee or something? just start with putting the kettle on...

go on, once you've done that you'll feel better and you can do the next bit.

i cant go in the kitchen.knives and scissors are there.oh god

CVQ? can you?

I'll tell you my best Mike Reid joke... (thinks that may make you stay just where you are...)

stupid me. sorry.

ok want to hear my joke?

ok

its really rubbish but here goes...

There's two policeman sitting at 1am in the morning on a quiet country lane on duty...

when all of a sudden they hear a huge screeching of tires, and in the distance they see headlights on full beam.

headlights appear to be weaving all over the road and look about half a mile away. So...

about 30 second later they see a car come crashing through the field of corn opposite, smash through the metal gate and emerge on the road infront of them...

Where are you sweetheart? Still at the computer?

The car turns over 4 times. well 4 and a half because then it lands on its roof and then spins round 360 degrees twice over.

By this time its 100 yards down the road...

CVQ... you still here (havent finished the joke yet!).