What do I do

[Yellowtang25]

What the hell am I ment to do
I’m so lost
I called 111 and the guy was telling me to pick a movie to watch with my kids
at this time I’m so lost
I told him how I was feeling I said I’m feeling suicidal

Call again and speak to someone else.

The kids should be asleep? Have you got another adult in the house, if not can one come over?

Can you call the Samaritans?

Phone a family member or friend- or ring again

Call NHS crisis team

Is there a mental health Single Point of Access (SPA) in your area? That would be more effective than 111 I think.