FECK IT! I was doing so well.....

[OracleInaCoracle]

saw EDT today, told him how bad things had been and he wants me to go back onto ADs and see him weekly again. i feel like such a failure!

Lissielou - Have just read this post and I don't know you and I don't know what's happened to you (and I'm assuming EDT means eating disorder therapist/therapy?) but DON'T feel bad about having to go back on ADs or have therapy...

I've had EDs and various other issues since I was 14 (I'm 35 now) and it's always been a matter of x steps forward, x steps back - don't think of yourself as a failure, it's just the route you have to take to sort things out.

I finally managed to get a handle on my ED about four years ago but am having to deal with other 'issues' now.

All I want to say is going back on to ADs / back to seeing someone - is not a failure, it's just continuing the hard work you've been doing.

How bad have things been? (you don't need to answer that...)

Anyway, just wanted to post and say although you feel crap at the moment, you're obviously doing really well -

Gerbrajess

thanks, things have been v bad. at my lowest weight i was 3st and i have been anorexic for 24y now. thread explaining is here do you still see an EDT?