Sorry, im shaking as I type this. Together 21 years, married 12. No kids.
Very much my fault, I'm depressed (on sertraline) and drink too much. I'm on a waiting list for counselling. We had a drunken row last night, he said he didn't love me and was moving to spare room. In light of day he has reaffirmed that he's seeing a solicitor tomorrow.
If anyone's around for a kind word, I'd appreciate it a lot.