Iv got bpd due to childhood abuse neglect and being taken away from my family severe abuse from my mother and her husband very unpredictable violent volatile home to the extreme
I suffer terrible with self image shifting
im constantly resentful to my partner who’s good with my kids and does anything I ask because I think he fancy’s other people ( sounds perthetic I know ) I know im better than this but some how can’t shift the negativity from my head because I feel like a mug it’s like im not free from my mother and her sick mind it’s learnt behaviour from growing up im a good partner and mother but sometimes it’s to hard to keep up the smiling and acting as if am always okay because non of this is there fault
dunno if iv explained that enough or in a understandable way im anxious today and angry and tired also it’s that time of the month and im sure I have pms any one else sufffer from this sort of problem and any positive outcomes that have healed from this im not as bad as I used to be but some days it’s hard