Can’t cope with pain and lack of sleep

[Smallcupoftea]

I’ve been physically unwell for over a month. Been to GP, symptoms too vague, having a blood test tomorrow.

I just feel unable to cope anymore with the pain, shaking/convulsions, nausea and I haven’t slept more than 4 hours of broken sleep in a month. Just feeling really really low and alone. Dc are teenagers. DH is working overseas in a remote location.

Have just called Samaritans for the first time, lady was nice but still feel so unwell.

Don’t know what I want from posting it, just want to get it out.

Did your GP give any indication of what might be wrong?

No but he requested an abdominal scan because one of my ovaries was tender. I’m not bloated at all because I haven’t eaten much over the last month.

Pain comes in waves but is easing off now. I’m going to ask a friend to come over tomorrow. Have resisted bothering anyone but am at a low point