Rejected

[purpleme12]

Feel so rejected

I'm not very nice

I don't think I can be a mum

I'm not very good

I don't have anyone

My child isn't bothered about me

I miss my dad

My child doesn't even want to be with me anymore

I'm not exciting enough

And I'm not doing a good enough job

But you're not supposed to feel rejected
You're supposed to have enough people around you and feel ok

This is so spiteful. No need to kick someone when they are down like this.

Sorry if you think its spireful Its but sometimes people need reality check. I’m not sugar coating anything. I want OP to know that whatever she thinks it isnt true. I’m sure someone love her very much but she just isnt realise. My sister exactly like this and being ‘nice’ and sugar coating anything wont help her because she wont believe of it. What OP needs its not someone who tell her everything will be alright blablabla. But she needs reality check of what she feels it’s isn’t true.

You’re the one who needs to be bothering about your kid, you can’t expect your child to be parenting and looking after you.

If I didn't parent her perhaps I wouldn't be finding this so hard.

I'm sorry I said some of the wrong things on here

Sending hugs @purpleme12 Sounds like you’re in a bad place tonight but that will change - this too shall pass. Get yourself to bed with a book/comforting tv series and get some rest. Things always look darkest at night x