I have worried I might have been exposed by arsehole ex for a while but pushed it to back of my mind.
On Wednesday things felt a bit weird down there but I assumed it was my leggings. By Thursday there were numerous bumps. A bit like ingrown hairs but... Too many.
It hurts a bit but only like normal dermatitis. I can't see a doctor until next week but I just know what it is.
Google/Reddit have taken me into a spiral of despair. People with constant outbreaks even when on antiviral regimens. Pills five times a day. Christ.
Can anyone reassure me that it might be ok and something I can just manage?
To be honest the symptoms are fine at the moment (assuming this is as bad as it gets) but my new partner is immunocompromised and I think basically this is going to fuck our relationship. I'll take the antivirals long term but I don't think it's enough to protect him completely.
Worst Christmas in my 45 years on this earth.