Hello everyone, I am in need of some advice please and I know you wonderful lot are amazing. I am suffering with anxiety and depression, this was induced by the breakup of my partner of 6 years, which was over 2 months ago. never suffered with mental heath before but I can't get past this horrible stage of where I'm at (no appetite, anxiety and awful low moods) I feel so so lost. Doc put me on citalopram (had a god awful reaction to it where I became suicidal) came off them, I am too scared to try another one, seen on line about st johns wort? Which I'd be willing to try as seems to have less side effects but really need help on brands, where to buy from amd dosages, has anyone got any success story's and could help me please on how to start, or anything else i could try, it's all so confusing and I'm desperate to have my mood lifted as I have 4 children and I'm starting to feel guilty that I'm not myself, thank you for reading