If you read the last post I did say I wasn’t gonna post anymore but reading those comments have made me realize other people want to help even if I don’t believe i deserve it. I have never met anyone in my life who has truly cared more about my health than everyone in this forum. I will admit at first I was a little disgusted that I was getting any kind of care is still feel a little disgusted but I know that if I keep posting and sharing my story I believe I could also help others. Again I do not believe I deserve any help but I will grit my teeth and accept it. Thank you for everyone responding it is something I was not expecting.