I feel pathetic

[DontBeBitterGlitter2023]

Just randomly heard Queen Bohemian Rhapsody again..

I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born ay all...

I felt this way since I was 5 years old and it got re-released after Freddie Mercury died

Still feels the same, If there were two parents who never ever should have procreated then they were mine!

End of

Please believe you are not responsible for your parents failings - nor are they, they are a product of their own parents, grandparents and previous generations. I was adopted by two people who had great intentions but were badly damaged by their own upbringings and who should have never had children.

But yet here we are. So we can live in the past and curse those who were too ignorant or blinkered to find their own way and so perpetuate the cycle or we can accept that we can leave it behind and change anything, everything or nothing. It's our choice. Make it wisely.

While we are all a product of our parents choices, once we are adults we have the amazing power to make different xhoices for ourselves. Give ourselves the things we need. Look out for and be kind to ourselves. I'm so sorry you have felt this way for such a long time. Are there times when you feel lighter? Focus on thoes and what you can do to extend thoes times.