Struggling with everything

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I have 2 young girls, started a new job which is full time and I'm struggling,

I have never known what I wanted to do in life, I'm 30 and just muddled along in retail part time, got a job as a TA in January in a special needs school full time, and I don't think it's the right job for me.

Husband works in emergency services so it's all down to me.

I really think if I had a job I liked, life would be so much better!

Have a good think. You're at a fine age to train in something. You can be a mature student. Think what you'd like to spend your days doing? Be in an office? Be outdoors? Work from home? Travel around local area? Deal with customers? Help people? Be creative? Work alone?

I have a interested in biology/science but I'm dyslexic.

I should say I'm on medication for my mental health