At rock bottom

[Lockeddownagain]

O have never in all ny years of having ropey mental health issue felt this bad.
An issue started in Feb and its turned me into a wreak I've really blown up my.marriage every night for the last 2weeks and I can't face the person that started it all in Feb
I has a fuzzy head and I can't stop crying i cry all day.
I have not idea what to do can anyone help me before I destroy.my life

First off, take a deep breath. And then several more. It's difficult to advise you without knowing what happened in February but I'd put money on it not being all your fault. Every situation has multiple facets but maybe you can only see one side.

Hope you're OK.