My mind is fed up once and for all

[Alicew00]

My ex is harassing me, I'm struggling with childcare for my job, I feel a burden to everyone, I let everyone in my family down because I broke up with him but they liked him alot. I just didn't.
I don't want to smile, or see anyone or do anything. I'm fed up once and for all. I'm tired.

My ex has message me 34 times today

It's not your business to make other people happy.
You haven't let anyone down. It wasn't about them. This is your life.
You took a big step that was important to your life, not theirs.

The childcare issue is a trickier issue, but I'm way past that with my boys so I can't really offer advice. I'm sure someone more knowledgeable will be along soon.
But please don't hold yourself responsible for your family's feelings. Your relationship isn't theirs to be let down about.

I'm sorry things are tough right now 💛

That is harassment, can u not report the incident to the police? Is he the father to ur children?... Im sorry u feel that way but u are not useless or a burden ur child/children love you and are happy with you

Get a burner phone and give him that number for childcare issues, only then delete his number from your own phone.

34 messages in one day is harassment.

Is he your child’s father?
If not then block him.

He's not my child's father no thankfully. I blocked him on everything and then started emailing. I told I'm deleting that email address and haven't heard since. But I have this dark cloud around me. I wish I never bothered getting into a relationship. I'm definitely staying on my own.

I would still report him to the police.. You can block people from emailing u but i can't remember how... Do u think u are suffering from anxiety and depression if so speak to your doctor for a consultation appointment... It's okay to ask for help... Im on duloxetine 30mg and feel alot better, however there is side effects like if u skip taking the medication u get dizzy spells

I take citalopram 20mg