Really struggling, meds and voices

[SnowyMouse]

I've had a difficult couple of weeks, feeling low and hearing voices. I'm struggling to take my meds so the crisis team are going to come morning and evening. And I've been trying to harm myself because the voices tell me too. I don't know what I'm looking for, just venting really...

I’m sorry this is happening to you, it’s really scary. Are you safe? Do you have anyone with you?

It is scary. I'm feeling really upset, the crisis team are supposed to monitor my medication, and they kept seeing things like 'you'll be in hospital tomorrow if you don't take them'. But there are no beds and there is a waiting list for those beds, so that's not true (I know because they thought about hospital yesterday).

Ah bless you. You will be ok. You’ll get through this. I’ve been there are it’s awful. ❤️❤️

Assuming your meds are anti psychotics, they are the only thing that will stop the voices. What is the problem with taking them, OP? Did you mean side effects, or difficultly swallowing them, or the voices telling you not to?

How are you doing @SnowyMouse? Hope you are starting to feel better