I'm currently feeling extremely low. It's a mixture of circumstances and hormones (mid 40's and perimenopausal).
I love reading and usually find it a welcome distraction when I'm feeling low.
However, yesterday I tried to read a chapter of the book I'm currently reading (and had been enjoying), but just sat frozen staring unseeingly at the page.
I realised half an hour had passed when I had just been sat at that same page without actually having read anything.
I've had times before when I have scanned the words with my eyes and then had to reread it because none of it sank in, but never this extreme.
I was thinking about other things and just feeling incredibly sad.